alone

Ive never felt this cold and alone in my life, got to be honest. There were a lot of times that i wish someone would look at me and be mesmerized by whatever there is in me to look at .And then you came, with those 2 pair of eyes that consumed me from that time that i realized that there might be somethng in me tht someone wud be able to fall for.. I shook my head knwing that ivw always been the option nt too stunning to impact even a herd of sheep. But u made me realize that the entire mountain would sway with how i walk, that the seas would bring me to the horizon i never thought possible to reach.Then you closed your eyes and the thunders brougt me down to a great fall. Im lost im shuddering. Worse. Again after all these emotions i'm alone.


note this was a post ive missed to publish a very longtime ago.